The Energy Wave

I’ve had this nervous energy all day. I presume its some sort of anxiety and I’ve been getting it a lot since my blip earlier in the year. Never had it before then. Its like this energy in my mind and body mixed with a sense of fearful foreboding. Instantly I presume the worse is going to happen even in mundane tasks like taking my daughter for a short walk round the park. I’m leaning on the tranqs a bit to get me through and meditation when I can ..  But it keeps coming back and its a part of the dragon I really want to shake. I’d rather have the ludicrous self confidence of hypo-mania than these dark energy waves. The mainstream news is not helping either,  nor is the alternative media (I’m well aware conspiracy theories are bad for my health but I get magnetically drawn to them).

Is the world really a dark place for everyone at the moment. The media is doing its best to paint it as the end of times. But I see the sun, the rain and wind on my face. The laughter of my daughter. This bubble I live in is not that bad at all.

Though the waves keep crashing.

Peace D

6 thoughts on “The Energy Wave

  1. Melissa

    I’m sorry to hear of your struggles. It has been dark waves for me too. Maybe it is something related to the weather/darkness. I hope this is get a bit lighter for you. Your not alone. Melissa

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    1. Well its seems to of settled for the night. I have hot chocolate and good tunes in my ears. Thank you for your kind comment. I’ve been living with dragon for years but this nervousness is something new. I hope that there is some light for you to.

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  2. Hello there! This post could not be written much
    better! Looking through this article reminds me of my previous roommate!
    He always kept talking about this. I’ll send this post to him.
    Fairly certain he’ll have a great read. Thanks for sharing!

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