They whisper in my ear, shaking my fragile sanity, siren calling my name, pointing out my egos vanity. I see shadows where there are none, they said these pills would put out the sun.

Maybe it’s my lineage, a family of narcissistic self interested tribe, I had always tried to hide, from them … Their duty, their attacks on my mind.

How fragile the soul, shored up with tinderstick beleif, but as I hold back a tear from the chaos, your image brings relief. A safe harbor from an impending typhoon, your heart, your breath, your lifes calming tune.

D Jun 2017

Me and the nuclear power stations

One cold winter night I lay in bed, waiting for my digital mistress to rouse me from my night dream, her voice wailed like static over radio, I waited to listen to every word she said.

Suddenly I was wires and sockets, then cables in the street, then overhead pylons to a strange place where we would meet.

Amongst the steam towers of a nuclear power station we danced, and she said ‘I give you this all the way from France.’

I shuddered in bed as the current from all around electrified my body, blue sparks embraced me, and lifted me from the bed, only to come crashing down with me and a mind blown head.

Off course no one believed me, that I had met her in the national grid, instead they opened my head like a lid, and tried to erase what she did.

But my tulpa, is out there still and I hear her humming in the electrics, sending thoughts of quiet and lulling my will.

D April 2017


We once were great,


Come meet you fate,


Out if time,

End if the line,

Feeling fine?

Subsonic sublime.

Echoes and wraths,

Erase our paths,

You do the math,

Dropped the radio in the bath.

Look what you’ve gone and done,

Left us stranded, no game to be won.

Crazy, crazy, crazy mind melted,

You’ll be the gods most hated.

D March 2017

Of mice and demons

Whistle down lane,

Welcome the caged insane,

Spare no words for the lame,

Never the same again.

Quivering in their beds,

All the things she said,

Pied Piper who lead,

Into mind valley dead.

Hotel California,

We’re coming for you,

Part of the formula,

Last of few who knew that,

Demons have made their pacts,


This is the madhouse …

… For you to be used like a lab mouse.

D March 2017

Mind Control

I broke the speed of light, sorry it was an accident, do you have insurance?

On the same day I stopped time, but that’s fine, I don’t need any reassurance.

The day after you locked me up but I’m not sure why. I could smash these walls with nothing but a word.

So then you pinned me to floor and ran in a tube, but I had seen the gods heads and listening I heard.

That you may control this body, strapped, drugged and lay down your laws.

But … You’ll never understand the symbols I wrote on these floors and how I, accidentally, slipped your security doors

Now I’m controlling history, peace in my victory.

D March 2017

Off Grid

img_1204Go off grid now, go offline now,
power down the intense mind flow.
Be gone thought beast of fat sow,
go off grid now, go be gone now.
Shut it down now, bring the in the slow,
power down the intense mind flow.

One million screaming insects haunt my mind,
scratching in thoughts of black and divine.
So many thread, strands and strange finds,
returning to normality like swimming in slime.

Go off grid now, go offline now,
power down this intense mind flow.
Stop the constant go go go!
Go off grid now, thought be gone now.
Shut it up now and bring in the slow,
power down the intense mind flow.

Head butt the wall bring the pain to the skull,
kick in the door and begin the cull.
Shut it down now, shut it down now,
I don’t want to think anyhow.

Bring sleep, bring peace,
bring me anything but this mind race.
Give myself to the grace of all,
please please let me fall.

D 2014

On the run

I left for the hills when I smelt your death coming for me, ironic that until then it had been so hard to see.

Two days I traveled by foot through the mountains, disengagement from all the bullshit you’d been spouting.

I camped on the beach with my hand on my knife, to finally know my pursuers, been there all of my life.

Your blacked out sedan drifted on by, I had outrun you and gave out a sigh.

D March 2017

Psyche Bullets

Fox one, fire in the hole, bury those gun shots deeply in your soul. Release now we have you under our control.

Fox run, the hunters in pursuit, killing all the ‘low hanging fruits’, gone now? Here’s a gag across your mouth to keep you mute.

Fox down, to much incoming, can’t be stopped, but if I survive those volley of psyche bullets you shot, it will never be forgot.

Fox escaped, slipped through the nights cracks, running half naked in empty fields, knowledge lent, me a chance to break your seals.

Fox sleeps, in forest embrace, soft moss and dirty ditch, what a fraught battle we pitch, as my wounds I begin to stitch.

One bullet, two … Three … … Four and all the more. Licking my scars forever more.

D March 2017