Honestly Dishonest

KI’m putting everything on hold for a while. Well that’s what I’m telling myself. I was supposed to attend my wildlife conservation today and I cancelled on a part truth. It’s raining heavily (true), and I can’t get my ear wet due to the burst ear drum I got a couple of weeks ago (not so true as it’s mostly healed now). Really the world just feels too peoply at the moment and I don’t won’t to deal with the public. People are random and do random things and I’d rather snuggle my cat right now.

Also I was supposed to see my councillor tonight but she cancelled on me as she’s off sick. I cancelled on her last week as my ear was exploding. Karma hey!  Could have really have done with her time tonight. So I have my surrogate councillor, which seems to be this blog.

So lots if cancelling going on. Maybe it will give me a chance to meditate today, I haven’t for a few days and I find it really helps calm my mind. I hate the term mindfulness but I’ve kinda developed my own technique mixing up Zen, mindfulness and some runic mediations. As my daughter is at preschool and all my other plans have been cancelled its the most productive activity I can think of today to help this slightly off kilter way I’m feeling. That and saving the world with my latent dragon super powers!

Peace be upon you

D